I still remember the silence, the separation of life.
The disconnecting conclusion, and the absence of light.
Just please wake up. I'm not ready to watch you go.
How can I still stand without a cornerstone?
I watched your body decay, and slip away with the room.
I still remember the sight, the body bag they slipped you into.
I owe my life to you. Everything I've ever done.
You were the reason I stayed, the reason I still carry on.
With all this time we spend in tides, I made it through because of you.
I was waiting on both knees praying for someone to save me.
I watched the tear of my family to the weight of tragedy.
I met satan that day, his breath was filling the room.
As you withered away there was nothing I could do.
Where was the savior when I needed him?
Where was the safety that they promised me?
I lost my faith in grace that day, lost my leader, lost my streangth.
I still carry you in my heart after all these years.
Though my eyes still burn, you still comfort my fears.
Where is this "god" now? He killed my savior.
I swear if I ever meet him, I will tear the "grace" from his hands.
Please, please wake up.